Life is just so busy, I run out of time in the day to blog about all the wonderful things that have happened! Since going backwards would simply take forever, I will just focus on today. Besides the normal, everyday happenings of my college routine, I was able to cheer on "Once Upon A Touchdown" for a while which was wonderful. I wasn't able to play flag football for two weeks while I recovered from a stupid concussion, and getting to see them out there was almost therapeutic.
I miss seeing my Junior friends on a regular basis. I seriously ACHE. I miss having them near by, and just hanging out on the hall. I miss being on the inside, and hate finding out fun plans from a secondary source. I miss our fellowship and how we just know each other. I miss all of those things, and it pains me to think about how things will never be the same. I guess this is the natural progression of life during college, but I just feel like they're continuing without me. Don't get me wrong, I adore being an R.A. for these amazing Freshmen women, but I need those people that have been with me for the last three years. It also doesn't help that God's timing for my romantic life is different than theirs, putting another separation between us. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to bridge the gap of me being in a dorm and them in apartments and a house. Or that they are completely different majors, or that they all are going to be getting married soon. I don't know how to handle it and I just don't know what else to say...
Wow, well that happy post took a nose dive. I guess this is what's really been on my heart...
** hug ** im going to figure out my webcam so we can skype eventually :)
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